Sometimes I feel completely invisible. Not heard or seen. I’m not referring to anyone or thing in particular causing it. It’s just a sad feeling in general that comes over me at times. Then I battle through all the emotions that come with it. Most times, my anxiety takes control and forces me to want to hide. While other times, I feel like I’m jumping … Continue reading Invisible? Anxiety Driven Rant
The loud, annoying, embarrassing sounds coming from the Coinstar. Even more amplified by my ridiculous anxiety. When I start the Coinstar machine, it is very loud. I feel like everyone is looking at me. Then I begin dumping the clanky coins, which always seems to be never ending. I feel like I’m in my own world just watching the coins, pushing them around as they … Continue reading Cha ching cha cha ching cha ching
Against my better judgement, I ventured out today. I had to. We were really low on groceries. I packed my sanitizer, got my mask on, and shoved my anxiety down as far as I could. The amount of people that are still out and about is amazing to me. I just don’t understand it. Whether, I chose a bad time or not. There shouldn’t be … Continue reading Is It Just Me And My Anxiety?